2003-03-11, 9:14 p.m.

hi world.

i'm in a sort of funk right now. i'm feeling kind of down and sad lately and i can't put my finger on it why. i feel like everyone's been kind of down and sad lately actually and i was talking with sarah today and she said that she's been getting the same vibes over in canada also. i don't know, its probably the weather. or it could be pms. who knows, but i've just been feeling kind of not happy lately. its okay, its just a funk. i'll eventually shake it off.

tonite i organized all my pictures. it was such a long and excrutiating process. it wasn't hard physically, just had emotionally to look at all those pictures of all those good times in high school. i just let out a really big long sigh and packed them all away in my picture box. it feels good to get them out of the albums and hidden away where they belong. i don't plan on looking at them again until me and my kid are looking through my old shit and i show him/her pictures of his/her mom back in the day. thats what my mom did with me once. it was just sad because i used to really know a lot of these people, now i don't know any of them and it's four years down the road since graduation. i noticed i took the most pictures my senior year, i think when i became good friends with jolene is when i started to get a shitload more pictures cause she'd always give me her doubles. and she took a TON of pictures all the time. anyways it was sad, but im glad its all over with and packed away. i filled my albums with college pictures now, except a lot of the pictures are of canada and lame bobby so thats not cool. im going to be weeding through those pretty soon.

so im looking at five dave matthews band shows this summer. this is very reminiscent of the summer of 2000. right up to the fact that me and karlie are planning on heading over to noblesville, indiana again. for ben harper and then two dave matthews band shows. i am thinking - good times. it's funny because as soon as me and karlie confirmed it with eachother we both messaged at the same time "this year we're gonna get a fucking nice tent" hahaha. oh man, that was a great time last time and it's like a return to the place that we got front row at. im thinking only good things can happen. besides i think both me and karlie have karma on our side this year. if i go to five dave shows and two ben harper shows my summer will almost be complete. the only thing missing will be phish and im hoping that they're gonna do a short little tour this summer and if they do. i am there.

blah blah okay im gonna go watch almost famous. i haven't watched it in a long time and i really want to. this is how i spend my spring break. later homies.