2002-04-07, 1:19 p.m.

i'm thinkin today. i'm thinkin that right now i want to be in niagara falls. i love niagara falls and i'm listening to bruce hornsby and pat mcgee band and simon and garfunkel today and you know they all remind me of niagara falls. and im thinkin i wish i was there right now.

i was walking to take back a movie today and it really smelled like niagara falls outside. cause it rained and stuff, but it really did. one time in st cloud when i was done working at coborns, i was cutting through the church that looks like a castle on like a rainyish night and right there by that little pathway it smelled like niagara falls. i love niagara falls you people don't understand! i want to LIVE there, but i feel like if i lived there i'd be selfish and just like taking advantage of all that awesomeness instead of going back each time and each time loving it more and more and forgetting how awesome it is until i come back and see it all over again. i love niagara falls!

and i secretly told myself i wouldnt go back there until i could go back there with someone who appreciated it just as much as me, or at least someone whos never seen it before. but im the only one who can appreciate it as much as me, so next time i go i'm going by myself. and it will be so awesome.